Boys, Boys, Boys

What’s new?

Well, not much apparently… After a lot of thought I went ahead and sent a text message to TJ… It was pretty breezy, completely non-committal and a bit random. Did I get a message back? No, no I didn’t. Why? Why? Why is it so hard? I know he was extremely gorgeous and completely out of my league, but he needn’t be a twat.

More recently I’ve been emailing a boy (Animal) that I have yet to meet in person. We were supposed to have a ‘date’ sometime this week, but it’s been postponed by both of us while he looks for a new place and I work overtime and move out of my own place. I don’t really know what to make of it all? We have been emailing each other for almost two weeks now, at least 2 or 3 times day, if not more, and I feel like I know him well enough, but then, I’ve never seen him in person!

I guess a lot of this happens these days – and while I’ve tried RSVP before it has never worked out. For example; I always tend to receive some random ‘wink’ or ‘kiss’ (or whatever it is) from fat middle aged bald men called sxy4u who loves a long walk on the beach, candlelit dinners and Kafka. I can tell you now that sxy4u most probably hasn’t been on a beach since 1986, uses candles for other more clandestine arrangements and the only reading he has partaken in is babes with bazookas.. If you get what I mean? But enough about that.

So while this emailing business is going on, I have a small problem that I need to confess to. I’m moving home to my parents place this weekend, which has consequences. For one, they live far far away, meaning 5 hours on a train every day. Secondly, I wont be staying for after work drinks or the like when its such a long way to home. Thirdly, it means that my almost non-existent sex life is about to become extinct for at least 3 months.(Yes, things can come back from extinction – look at Britney)

I can hear sighs of sympathy and moaning in general, but I think that might be me becoming delusional from general lack of intimacy and exclusive extinction of sex. But before I go off and slit my wrists, I need to remind myself of the positives…
I’m moving home because I’m going on a big trip OS in 5 weeks. That’s all I’ve got actually, but it’s encouraging.

And before you say “Um, what about a holiday fling?” Well, I’m going to be staying in hostels and with my very good friend. Enough said?

In other recent news, I have become a Cyber stalker… Nathan Rees and I are following each other on Twitter. Yes, I’m a geek.